Tears Of October

And like what I told myself a thousand times over... I won't cry, I won't feel pain. The moment the hurt tumbles down directly hitting my heart; The moment an air of doubt and the scent of lies is picked up by my nerve endings, I would just call on my standing army and do whatever is necessary to protect my emotions. Yes, I have been preparing for this moment since I learned to strike back.

I have become numb already.