I thought I found a ray of light... but I was very very wrong.
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Me: would it be alright to bookmark you so...
....So that even in this dark and forsaken place, I would still be reminded that there is light?
Spiritual Adviser: Tell me so I can pray with u or for u ...
Miy problems is worth half a million > how much is yours. Im not loosing hope.
God is good to me all the time.
Me: Nothing really that big. I'm just trying to contain my urges. :)
Thanks for replying. It really means a lot.
Spiritual Adviser: Why dont u jack off or look for someone to jack u off. dont control your murges, let go to the one u love...
Me: I'd try that. Maybe its my exposure here that's driving me this way.
Spiritual Adviser: Exposure to way ang edad mo ay eded ng malilibog dats why u need a lover or partner to fool arouid.
Spiritual Adviser: There is nothing wrong with having a release with another consenting adult.
Me: It's like this. Something inside me wants to compete in those sex forums. But when I get rejected, an urge to fight back takes over me. It's like an endless cycle - me looking for approval. What's worse is that what I'm just seeking is an approval; that I could not accept being rejected.
I know everyone gets one. Maybe I don't get it yet. Somehow your presence enabled me to break the cycle.
Me: I know. I just think that i'm too sexual that's why I'm concerned. :)
Spiritual Adviser: With my age, I had a thousand rejections. Rejection is normal. If we are rejcted, by some one then lets move on.
50% of the guys in the sex forum are just fooling around.Pagdi mo kilala ang tao di ka dapat mag seb kasi u either get held up or hold up or std or hiv....
So be cool and take rejection with a good laugh
Me: thats what i'm trying to learn.
Thank you very much for listening. Next time we see each other. I will make sure i'm in a better standing than it is today.
God bless po.
Spiritual Adviser: are u a virgin in sexual matters ?
Me: nope. thats what i'm afraid of. If I'd unleash myself right now, I'd released the sexual side of me.
Spiritual Adviser: hahahahahahaha.
Hindi naman ganyan. I can teach u one by one if u like.
Its not that serious. Ur standards and moiral values with still control u.
my number 09164xxxxx. im glove unlitixt so pwede tau text if globe ka na. My nephew will use the pc. text ka pa glove ka. keep in touch.
U sound delicious, In my 55 years never had a virgin in my entire life.
God bless,
Me: Thanks. Take care and god bless. My shift is over. See you again here.
Spiritual Adviser: I will be your sex slave. hehehehehehe
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I do not know if he was propping me up. As an adviser myself, I do not, in any way use sexual overtones directed at those I am giving counseling. It is difficult to be misunderstood.
As it stands. I felt betrayed by the person I was hoping who could pull me up, now that I am the one sinking. But it appears like, I am in for a trap.
Jomanian rule stands: A friend is a friend, an SEB partner is for sex only and can become an enemy. Flirting and provocation is construed as an act of aggression - which my history tells, always end in a fall out of any cordial friendship.
So at 1:00 am this morning. With no temporary solution to the carnal crisis I was facing.
I declared war... against someone near my location.
It was for my own piece of mind. I need it so that I can restore order inside my deranged head.
But, for all intents and purposes, it was a boring fuck.
I would have been better off, if I allowed Kitsune to frolic once again the place that spawned him sometime before.
---
The terrace where the opening salvo began was dark and the lights around us were turned off. Downstairs, a group of ladies were still having a late-night chat with their boy friends. In front of us was the breathtaking view of Pioneer Street; with its glittering skyscrapers and sparkling billboard signs and lattices from office towers that are still to be completed.
The blowjob was great.
But it would have been better if it was done by someone who can be as aggressive as me.
---
Me: would it be alright to bookmark you so...
....So that even in this dark and forsaken place, I would still be reminded that there is light?
Spiritual Adviser: Tell me so I can pray with u or for u ...
Miy problems is worth half a million > how much is yours. Im not loosing hope.
God is good to me all the time.
Me: Nothing really that big. I'm just trying to contain my urges. :)
Thanks for replying. It really means a lot.
Spiritual Adviser: Why dont u jack off or look for someone to jack u off. dont control your murges, let go to the one u love...
Me: I'd try that. Maybe its my exposure here that's driving me this way.
Spiritual Adviser: Exposure to way ang edad mo ay eded ng malilibog dats why u need a lover or partner to fool arouid.
Spiritual Adviser: There is nothing wrong with having a release with another consenting adult.
Me: It's like this. Something inside me wants to compete in those sex forums. But when I get rejected, an urge to fight back takes over me. It's like an endless cycle - me looking for approval. What's worse is that what I'm just seeking is an approval; that I could not accept being rejected.
I know everyone gets one. Maybe I don't get it yet. Somehow your presence enabled me to break the cycle.
Me: I know. I just think that i'm too sexual that's why I'm concerned. :)
Spiritual Adviser: With my age, I had a thousand rejections. Rejection is normal. If we are rejcted, by some one then lets move on.
50% of the guys in the sex forum are just fooling around.Pagdi mo kilala ang tao di ka dapat mag seb kasi u either get held up or hold up or std or hiv....
So be cool and take rejection with a good laugh
Me: thats what i'm trying to learn.
Thank you very much for listening. Next time we see each other. I will make sure i'm in a better standing than it is today.
God bless po.
Spiritual Adviser: are u a virgin in sexual matters ?
Me: nope. thats what i'm afraid of. If I'd unleash myself right now, I'd released the sexual side of me.
Spiritual Adviser: hahahahahahaha.
Hindi naman ganyan. I can teach u one by one if u like.
Its not that serious. Ur standards and moiral values with still control u.
my number 09164xxxxx. im glove unlitixt so pwede tau text if globe ka na. My nephew will use the pc. text ka pa glove ka. keep in touch.
U sound delicious, In my 55 years never had a virgin in my entire life.
God bless,
Me: Thanks. Take care and god bless. My shift is over. See you again here.
Spiritual Adviser: I will be your sex slave. hehehehehehe
---
I do not know if he was propping me up. As an adviser myself, I do not, in any way use sexual overtones directed at those I am giving counseling. It is difficult to be misunderstood.
As it stands. I felt betrayed by the person I was hoping who could pull me up, now that I am the one sinking. But it appears like, I am in for a trap.
Jomanian rule stands: A friend is a friend, an SEB partner is for sex only and can become an enemy. Flirting and provocation is construed as an act of aggression - which my history tells, always end in a fall out of any cordial friendship.
So at 1:00 am this morning. With no temporary solution to the carnal crisis I was facing.
I declared war... against someone near my location.
It was for my own piece of mind. I need it so that I can restore order inside my deranged head.
But, for all intents and purposes, it was a boring fuck.
I would have been better off, if I allowed Kitsune to frolic once again the place that spawned him sometime before.
---
The terrace where the opening salvo began was dark and the lights around us were turned off. Downstairs, a group of ladies were still having a late-night chat with their boy friends. In front of us was the breathtaking view of Pioneer Street; with its glittering skyscrapers and sparkling billboard signs and lattices from office towers that are still to be completed.
The blowjob was great.
But it would have been better if it was done by someone who can be as aggressive as me.
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