Monday, August 27, 2007

Synthetic Sensuality

"Inhaling nitrites relaxes smooth muscles throughout the body, including the sphincter muscles of the anus and the vagina. This causes the blood vessels to dilate (which causes a sudden drop in blood pressure), increases heart rate, and produces a sensation of heat and excitement that usually lasts for a couple of minutes.

Alkyl nitrites are often used as a club drug or to enhance a sexual experience. The head rush, euphoria, and other sensations that result from the blood pressure drop are often felt to increase sexual arousal and desire. At the same time, the relaxation of the sphincters of the anus and vagina can make penetration easier. It is widely reported that poppers can enhance and prolong orgasms.

While anecdotal evidence reveals that both men and women can find the experience of using poppers pleasurable, this experience is not universal. Some men report that a reduction in erection stiffness can interfere with sexual performance."

- Wikipedia


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After it was finished, the chinito got up and directly went to the dresser. He tucked the dirty white towel around his waist and quietly proceeded to the bathroom to take a shower. The tall good-looking bot went to get his pack of cigarette. He then sat in one corner, puffing a stick of Marlboro Lights, while waiting for the first to finish his shower. For the rest of my stay, he just fell silent. It appears like he was desperately trying to isolate himself from us, after displaying his relentless addiction to pricks several minutes earlier. He was a good sucker you know, or probably, it was the effect of the Poppers the first one let me inhale. The stocky, commanding third tried to appear cool. Together with the first, they were the epitome of someone who just came from a guiltless trip. He was my contact though, and if not for my own curiosity and restlessness, I would never be in such place.

But in all fairness, he was the one who made me feel most welcome.

Without him, I would never get my vindication from a previous humiliating experience when I attempted to join such scene.

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What remains after is an empty space
eager to be filled with anything
other than a brief synthetic need
to feel.

The whole activity will surely
disable me for a month again.
But honestly, it is just a mere
blip in my quest
in seeking something more real.

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He does not have his fill yet,
Joms may still be easily provoked.

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